please.. dear GOD.. please.. give me strength.. make me strong.. please... pls take care of all the people dat i loved.. give them endless happiness and bliss them here in the world or hereafter.. let them noe how much i treasured them..
All praises are for you Allah.. I know that you are near.. I know that you have read my heart.. and my words I know you hear..
btw..i got a small and awes0me surprise fr0m mummy and daddy! hehe it was a..vacati0n!
on last friday..they told me dat "we are going 4 perak on d weekend.." i thought we were just n only going to visit pak ngah there but..there was m0re!
rupe2'y they were also planning t0 take me for a lil oliday.. they said dat i'd been staying at home m0st of the time during d h0liday and gone alm0st nowhere..! so,they wished t0 take me jalan2~ hehe..s0 shuweeettt...of them..!! >> agak'y dorg kcian tgk i..cyg gk dorg kt i ek..huhu
we went t0 teluk batik..pekan lumut..n so 0n.. >> check out my FB's ph0to album it was fun n slumber pnye vacation~ hehe mne x nye..ingat nk g uma sedare je..mental n fizikal xready lgsung tok jln2..huhu dgn mcm2'y xcukup..n few unf0rtunate, funny yet memorable events~~ hehe
thx pa thx ma~ for everythg..luv u b0th so damn much! :)
seems like its been years since d last time i signed in here.. i miss u..my lil so called miss D a.k.a diary..hehe
today..
hmm..n0t feelin very well..nearly fall down when i got up dis m0rning.. dun noe why..lost my appetite t0o.. (which, i think,make things worst) monologue > badan2~ im sorry..x m0la sakit ae..
n of c0z..d ultimate reason y i like d muvi is bcz ade sandra bullock..
she looks s0 lovely n awes0me...!!! bill pullman played d her0 part.. he is 'beautiful'.. huhu
its a r0mantic c0medy.. "i think'' >> cz im n0t s0 sure...hehe
here's a sh0rt summary b0ut d muvi.... (its d one without sp0iler)
Lonely Chicago "L" ticket seller Lucy has fallen in love with a commuter who passes her by every day. On Christmas day, the handsome commuter named Peter falls onto the rails and is saved from certain death by Lucy. Peter's family is mistaken into thinking Lucy is Peter's fiancie. Peter's brother, Jack, is skeptical, but very much attacted to Lucy. What will happen when Peter wakes up?
~ i've been revising meteor garden + hana y0ri dongo + b0ys over flower..and not once but d0zen times or pr0bably more than dat..!! (ciap da hafal part mne besh n dialog da k0t..)
~ thinking ab0ut making an outfit p0r my lil kitty c0mot.. (its surprised me myself d0h as i xpndai cgt bab jahit menjahit ni..hehe) ~ berniat t0 have pets such as - ular,ank rimau or singa,panda,zirafah n etc..gaauumm..!!
in a nutshell (miss Shazreen hated dis phrase..hehe..btw..i miss u!!)
im physically n mentally bored..da melepasi thp bhaye >>>(danger2..) huhuuk..! (kecian t0l dak niy..)
c0ngrat t0 me..!! aaarrrggggghhhhh~~~~~ *0*
p.s: d worse part is (or myb n0t)..these r only s0me of the signs..n im alredy getting tired of them..huaaaaa~
d word above.. can represent plenty of things or events that happen in my days recently.. d nearest example wud be dat im back again..! here in my lil so-called secret 'sanctuary'.. hehe im also thankful to God dat d exam is over..n im underg0ing my l0o0o0og yet bored sem break.. last but definitely n0t least..my dear lovely ninu is getting better..
recently.. ninu was n0t well.. ninu xde selere mkn since friday last week.. on last m0nday monin..grandpa came t0 my house.. mintak me dtg tgkkn ninu.. s soon s cmpai umh ninu..tgk ninu bring on her bed..she looked s0o weak.. hurm..temankn dea.. she kept saying things dat made me sad.. like t0 tell my mother bout her last wishes or she have lil time left on dis world and etc.. those lines never fails t0 have tears bagged under my eyes.. ninu..jgn ckp cmtu.. T_T
whenever im free or convenient..i always come down t0 hers.. make me feels blissful every time i see their happy smiles and faces ble ad org visit dorg.. hehe..but i understand h0w they feels.. d0rg sunyi..there's always d two of them..n0 one else.. but.. AnGGOT n NiNU.. dun worry.. im here n0w!! ^^ evendoh temporarily..huhu
alhamdulillah.... tht wud be d exact word tht i'd utter if.. someone ask me.. "how was ur day?" and if thats someoe ask me "why?" i'd probably just..take a real deep breath...and smile.. for me.. hurm... it'd probably take days for me to answer dat particular one-word question.. so much for elaboration..hee~ after all..people do acknowledge me for my special talent in story-telling.. huhu..shame on me~~ but..its true.. and one thing... will that person be able to understand how i truly feels.. still.. all i can say is that... life seems to be better and more meaningful to me.. or maybe..all dis time..it has always be dat way.. and that..i just figured it out now... revelation?? hmm..maybe~ life's beautiful... theres so many reasons of why we sud feel dat way.. antaranye.. sy bertuah kerana masih diberi peluang oleh Tuhan untuk hidup di atas muke bumi ni... being thankful...for example.. is also beautiful...and trust me..ia juga boleh membuat anda tersenyum dan bahagia... as u live..troubles will always be ur frens.. tetapi.. pernahkah kte terfikir..bile kte ditemukan dgn masalah..betapa bertuahnye kte... kte bertuah...krn Tuhan memberi prhatian kpd kte.. mungkin untuk m'ingatkan kte ttg sesuatu..mungkin jgk untuk mhalang kte dr melakukan kesalahan.. kte jgk bertuah krn Tuhan beri perhatian kt kte berbanding mereka yg masih lalai... itu jga bermakne..Tuhan sayang kte... plus, stiap yg berlaku tu..ade hikmahnye...think positive..insyALLAH kte xkan rugi.. sabar..kekuatan..redha..tawakal... berceritalah kepadaNya...krn Dia Maha-mendengar... im not saying im perfect because I'M SOoO NOT.. im learning.. its always be a dream fo me to be able to be...di antra mereka yg bersyukur.. i know it is not easy...(for me at least).. krn slgi yg dinamakan manusia..mereka xkan pernah puas dgn ape yg mereka ade... but at least we try...yg pnting niat n usaha... im thankful to God... Who had created me... allow me to live even just for 1 milisecond.. for im born in a family that i wud never trade for anything else in this world... for frens that i adore and care for.. i love them..all these people..so much.... dan untuk segala nikmat yg telah Dia kurniakan kpdku semenjak aq dilahirkan hinggalah kini... and i pray.. please..God..dun take them away from me...
lets pray together.. smoga kte menjadi insan yg sentiasa bersyukur kepadaNya.. aminn.. selamat menyambut Ramadhan.. dun forget ur 'niah' kay...
cant believe i finally made one.. a bl0g..! hee~ after all the.. oppressions+free "seminar" on blogs ! by my dearest cliques.. i finally and successfully made one lihal0h dunya. . .! heheheh [ pr0ud seh! cz i can be categorised s "buta IT" gak ]
hope >> unexpected start = continuous yet pleasant journey
